Sunday, February 4, 2007

Failure's Sequal To Previous

It's confusing how mankind submits to stupidity in order to be validated by another person. We've all done remarkable things to obtain Eden but sometimes we go back to our old way of thinking just to be kissed, or hugged, or comforted. It's not a bad feeling to desire companionship but mistakes begins by the procedures we use to manufacture a soul mate. Of late I've attempted to bring back a previous relationship and in this undertaking I've discovered the true meaning of the word previous. It has helped me.

We all know I can be the dumbest person on the planet sometimes. I'm not saying I'm stupid. I AM a sound gentleman and I have deep appreciation for the amazing things God has done; on the other hand, in bizarre moments of the day I become the Mayor of Dumbville. Guess what? I was about to build a new relationship using its old foundation. In this I neglected reality. The old foundation had failed me previously and I was in the beginning steps of redeveloping an already unsuccessful relationship.

The word previous means 'had been' which represents past-tense events. The expression past-tense is defined as a 'previous course of action' or a 'prior circuit of physical energy' no longer here in the present time. So, if a relationship grows to be previous this means it no longer survived and/or has worn out its substantial energy. In physics, energy is neither created nor destroyed but transferred from one body to the next. So, when a relationship becomes previous energy it has bent its supremacy and becomes failure.

If a break-up was uneven, of friendliness, by natural disaster, or a joint agreement its failure regardless of the circumstances surrounding the ending. When any growth stops its reliability it is failure. Failure isn't bad at all, in fact, failure is good. FAILURE IS NOT FATAL, but failure to CHANGE can be. When we try to restore previous relationships one of two things are happening: either by emotional command you are conjuring the rebirth of failure or failure has broken time-space continuum and has evolved from past-tense to present-tense.

Needless to say I will not redevelop that old relationship, I am and will no longer be slave to the failure of my yesterday. I'm glad I had a chance to see my past with a sober mind. When my relationship with alcoholism ceased then many occurrences halted. Perpetual stupidity is one of them. I'm not afraid of failing at all. I invite failure. But I refuse to build a new house with old tools.

Until Next Time!

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