Fall in Line - Don't Be SKuRed!!!

"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear has torment. He that fears is not made perfect in love."

Fall in line

No cowards in our fleets

Drying tears for civilians

It's too late to retreat

Breathe a breath of goodwill

Exhale strength for this time

Be complete for the kick

'Cause we're on the frontline

Fall in line

They've past their decoys

Observation is defense

Who are men? Who are boys?

Stick your chest out in courage

Give your life a farewell

We're celestial in order

Albeit war is our Hell

Fall in line

It's placed in our hands

The value is proven

Accept your command

You must heed to instructions

Please, don't count up the lost

Freedom shall be ours

Yet it comes with a cost

Fall in line

Warfare has begun

The fights in high alert

And the enemy is come

Is our weapons outfitted?

Our itch in control?

They approach us in gambles

Casting lots for our souls!!!

Fear and torment have an allied relationship and this alliance is a hostile force against love. Love is so aggravated by fear it has a violent reaction and eliminates fear at the point of impact. Why? Love constitutes wholeness and is contrary to fear because fear is incomplete of good sense but love knows all things and covers all things.

Life is a struggle of confusion in spirituality and validation. We must find clarity of love in our minds when our circumstances seem hard. If we operate in love when fear finds it's way into our lives, we have found True Bravery!

It Crumbles

There are moments in my day I feel unaccomplished and displeased as I've looked back over my life and wonder where the time went. I still remember being in drunken stupors, calling people at three o'clock in the morning talking about zilch. Sobbing about everything and nothing at all. Crying because I felt alone on an overpopulated planet. Hurt because I wanted one person to understand me without fancying something in return. It seemed I was always needed but never wanted. Always called but never comforted. Always somewhere but going nowhere.

The memories of my last relationship are filled with broken hearts and co-dependency mixed with malt liquor and dime sacks. I couldn't function in that time. I tried but I couldn't. We loved each other. We did. It wasn't enough to make it work. I wanted to make it work. It didn't work. Alcohol, insecurity, envy, marijuana, and foolishness are not enough to keep a relationship together. I've learned the hard way. A painful way. I've learned in ways no human should be educated. It almost cost me my life.

After a brief stint in a Sacramento rehab center through time away with God I discover true love. It was in the hands that wipe the tears of shame from my face those lonely nights. It was in the mind that dreamed dreams of success and wrote songs of devotion. It was in the little child who wasn't picked first in anything. It was in the intellect of a great man. It was in me. I was true love. I was the best for me.

God developed me into greatest from that experience. I became wanted without the use of my body. Desired without the lust. Called and comforted all at once. I became worth it. Why am I telling you this? I know someone's hurting and going through pain that seems forever. I just want to tell you I understand…

And I'm praying for you!

P.S. There are many people to thank for my recovery. They know who they are. Some don't even know how much they've helped. Some do. I'm praying for you anyway. (Check the punctuation)

Love You!!!

Until Next Time!!!

Sharing The King's Thunder

There is research that says most humans don't recognize their true potential of power until eighty years old if there blessed to make that age. When we are younger we are custom-made and self-taught to becoming relaxed in our present situations that we don't recognize power until it's too late to do anything about it.

What if we tap into that power this very second?

What if the visions of success we hold in our minds are reachable? Then we can, not only do, but perform amazing achievements; correct?

Let me ask you some questions: What is it that you want to do? Want to achieve? Want to happen? Why hasn't it happened? Do you want to know why? You're getting in your own way. You won't give yourself a shot for greatness. You are so scared of failing to succeed; you're succeeding at failing. We have all these dreams in our minds and we want them to come to pass but we don't get out of our own way. Are you scared? I know I am! Well, that's the perfect place to be. Courage isn't marching into battle with bravery. Courage is being scared and going into battle anyway. There is a greater good at work. A Greater God!!!

See, the dream of Martin Luther King Jr. was a vision from the Almighty God. Dr. King indicated he'd 'been to the promise land' meaning, he'd enter a heavenly doorway to see the magnificence of paradise; he beheld a tomorrow of equal opportunity and togetherness; he interacted with the future of humanity and came out of that vision with a new outlook on power! Power is not only effort, but also how much sweat you put into making your dream come to life. Power is working at an accelerated rate to accomplish an impossible task with courage under fire. By the power of Dr. King's death We Are Living His Dream!

Now it's time for your dream! I don't care how stupid you may feel your dream maybe. People, if you're dreaming a dream, then dream it to life. You have the ability to conquer great things. Malcolm X said a mind is a terrible thing to waste. Why? The mind holds the power to change the world. Use it!

Until Next Time!

Failure?

It's rare in life to have a relationship with God; furthermore, the depth of your relationship with HIM depends on how well you can preserve in painful situations. I love that God uses situations in life to let you know the battle is not over. Usually when hurt comes into my life I would look into myself and try to find what I can do to make the situations right. It's not uncommon for me to enter into a state of insecurity and question my life, my looks, and my challenges. I've never really liked myself; I'd wish I had a different personality at times. Now, I guess I have to deal with it. I guess I have to enter this change of my life with a different mind-set; I'm worth it.

God is infinite; there is enough of HIM to go around even when the ones you love don't care to share themselves. I'm learning this concept slowly but surely. It's hard to look at myself in the mirror sometimes and see the person I've become. It's even harder when I'm rejected because of the very thing I don't like about myself. I'm just in a state of pain and confusion right now. Thank God for his relationship! If I didn't have HIM I'd probably be drinking again. I've made a vow to myself and God to run…

Run with patience and strength,

Look beyond my adversity and see triumph.

Run with diligence and love,

Fight the good fight with the help of understanding.

Run with heart and soul,

Continuing to become a testimony of perseverance.

Just Run…

And not look back!

When all else fails I don't have anyone but God and me. With all of my insecurities and pain, baby, I'm gonna run because when I fail I know there is no failure in God!!!!

Until Next Time!

Blessed Be!!!