Miss Me?
Well, it's been a while and I have been through some things. There's no need to go into detail of the issues I'll just say I'm learning more and more by the day. It's hard to see flaws within myself, it's even more difficult for me to allow myself feel the damage of those flaws when my natural eyes are shut wide open.
I have these conversation with myself, I know it sounds crazy but I feel it a "beneficial task" to minister love and reproach to myself so I can accurately find the problem's solution! Oh... what a task it is and sometimes the inside is so ugly I don't want to face it but I'm currently determined to use my ignorance, insecurities, and flaws as a tool for self-discovery. There are things about me I don't even know about; however, I'm determined to find out! Ugly Things!
So, I wrote the following in the "About Me" section of MySpace. I kept typing even if it didn't make sense... I'm putting it in poetic form for you... enjoy:
I'm still a work in progress; a work being formed with every trial and tribulation set before me.
Every time I come unto a realization about life I am overcome with a greater notion...
THAT no matter how intellectual I become I am not exempt for error.
I like that...
I appreicate being human, I am blessed to know God..
He is my fortress, He makes sense of it all!
So
I stand stripped of all my understanding...
in waiting to be formed in the...
Correction
of
My
Ignorance
Well, it's been a while and I have been through some things. There's no need to go into detail of the issues I'll just say I'm learning more and more by the day. It's hard to see flaws within myself, it's even more difficult for me to allow myself feel the damage of those flaws when my natural eyes are shut wide open.
I have these conversation with myself, I know it sounds crazy but I feel it a "beneficial task" to minister love and reproach to myself so I can accurately find the problem's solution! Oh... what a task it is and sometimes the inside is so ugly I don't want to face it but I'm currently determined to use my ignorance, insecurities, and flaws as a tool for self-discovery. There are things about me I don't even know about; however, I'm determined to find out! Ugly Things!
So, I wrote the following in the "About Me" section of MySpace. I kept typing even if it didn't make sense... I'm putting it in poetic form for you... enjoy:
I'm still a work in progress; a work being formed with every trial and tribulation set before me.
Every time I come unto a realization about life I am overcome with a greater notion...
THAT no matter how intellectual I become I am not exempt for error.
I like that...
I appreicate being human, I am blessed to know God..
He is my fortress, He makes sense of it all!
So
I stand stripped of all my understanding...
in waiting to be formed in the...
Correction
of
My
Ignorance
