The Temple of My Familiar

There is no trust in this world; no love; no integrity. Friends smile at you and dress the truth in disguises called Reasonsssssss!!!!!

Reasons, huh?

A reason is a coward's way out and a liar's way in!

A reason is what George Bush uses to justify an unjustifiable war.

A reason is why Beyonce is hushed about the HOVA, and why P. Diddy has yet to tell the story about the gun, the club, and the Range Rover.

A reason...

...is why a lonely heart remains lonely... why I can't find a true friend... why I can't find true love... it's why I'm different...

A reason is why my heart can't open and why my mouth is closed shut because of my insecurities.

A reason...

Is why I go back to what I know,

it's why I live in the haven of my intellect,

my security...

that's where I find truth when the world lies,

in my soul's foundation,

through my heart longing,

by my joy's labor

inside...

the Temple of My Familiar.

Until Next Time!!!

Whatever

What amazes me most is the art of complaining! I use the word "art" because people are getting extremely crafty finding new ways to make mediocre situation seem as massive as Mt. Fuji. I, too, have problems with the direction my life has taken, but I can't complain because I am alive. Furthermore, I am free to breath, to think, to creative, to love, and that's enough for me. I know complaining is a human disposition; to make sure everyone in there life can taste the absolute "anarchy" that is, and in their lives. But, come-the-hell-on!!! Get a grip!

Who cares that you didn't have the ideal childhood! Who did? Who cares if you don't have exactly what you want in life! Who does? Who gives a damn if you don't feel that you're receiving all the things that you give. Doesn't that mean you know how to love? And love needs no proof, love only needs action and love never waits for reciprocation.

STOP COMPLAINING!
You boring people, stop!

I Know Why

I am but a shell of a man
And in me lies the secrets of life and love

Explore the depth with me

Feel my passion radiating spirit

Hide with me in the shadow of the present

Then interpret the testimony of the past

Decode the future's mystery

Come with me

Share my world!



What makes me happy?

A baby's laugh

A silent gesture of appreciation

A kind word of comfort

The morning sun before busy life calls the city

In this I see that I'm blessed!



I'm so bless I can hardly contain myself

I marvel at the very essence of life

And the many surprises that come of it

I've seen many things:

Devastation

Wonder

Woes

I've communicated with the deep in profound communion

I understand the meaning of life

God told me!


It's the smallest freckle

To the chaos of war

The miracle of birth

Unto the sunset of life

The heartbreak of love

Until that soul is restored



It's all a thread in God's great quilt

A blueprint of His massive plan

Apart

Of His Grand Design



Until Next Time!!!